LUHMIE's World

There are times when you feel lost and somehow you wanted to just vanish. Times that you don't want to get up to bed and you don't want to eat and you don't care about the surroundings and you don't want to deal with life and you just wanted to perish. It is just so funny how you feigned so much attention of being okay, but deep inside you are wholly broken. You tried to paint a smile on your face and imitate a boisterous laughter and pretend you're having a good life where in reality, you are suffering from anxiety. You don't even know what is really happening to you. You're trying to be good and do the normal things just the normal people do. But, no matter what you are up to, still you don;t have peace inside your heart. SOmethings really happening internally that you cannot explain and you couldn't disclose to anyone. It is so silly thinking that you don't know yourself quite well. There are some certian feature of you that you just don't...

I don't know if most of you have heard, but Christina Grimmie has died at the age of 22. It is tragic and my condolences go out to her family. Nobody saw this coming and why would they? She was young and had a whole life left to live, but she didn't get to live it. That's the way life is, it can all be taken away from you in an instant and you'll never see it coming. Now, most people will think about death, then continue to get sad and depressed about it but no matter how much we try to avoid it, death is an inevitability. We don't like to think about it, but it's true. Now, death can be source of sorrow, or it can be a source of motivation. Even though Christina Grimmie's death was tragic and terrible, it is the perfect example why you should get off your ass and do that thing you love to do. Why? Because we can die at anytime and spending a single second not doing want you love and actually living, is a waste of that precious time that you DO have. You w...

Each and Every day starts in a natural mode, but making the day better or worse lies in our hands. Some people have wrong perception, "all things happen according to our fate". Right from the wake up to till going to bed, the misery or joy depends on how you perceive things around and how you react with them. This is my day to day observation that it is very easy to write or give life improvement theories, but when it comes to the practicing of the same it's very hard to framing and controlling of our thoughts. When I get surrounded by people who talk only for the self benefits and seeking the material advantages and when I am in no condition of fulfilling their aspirations, there is friction, conflict and animosity. This kind of scenarios take away all the peace I have since morning. So I have learnt to see the things from their perspective, I have learnt to understand them more and convince myself that they quarrel or make wrangling because of not getting things don...

"The mystery of God's creation is incredible and inconceivable", it spawns phenomenal arrays and diversity among the species living on this earth. The human beings most evolved species on Earth, in spite of their similarity in the physical features they do differ in their thoughts and actions. So the world is becoming more wonderful, joyful and beautiful day by day. Each person is having his or her own contribution to make this earth more livable and marvelous place in the Universe. In fact every plant, tree and animal species have their own diversity which enables to offer wide variety of yields and products to the mankind. The Almighty has grand, incomprehensible eternal designs for every creature on the earth. It is created to do or accomplish or change something which would have its contribution to make progress and for growth of this world. Everyone and everything has reason to live in this world, weak or strong, ugly or beautiful and movable or immovable which...

Growing up, my group of "friends" made fun of me a lot for the way I was and acted. Born with Asbergers and anxiety they were the only ones who "liked" me but I digress. They always said I was stupid and not as pretty and good as them, sometimes I would bring homemade food for myself and they all said I could never be a chef or make good food. The usual mean kid stuff, everyone has these people in their lives at some point. This went on til middle school. And, I'm starting college next term. Well, I got a friend request from one of them today. It wasn't the first. The usual "hey how are you blah blah" I was confused. Why like me now? Was it maybe the fact that I graduated high school a whole year early and dashed ahead of them? Or maybe that I got accepted into a good culinary and business program. I denied the request. But still said thanks. I mean, I wanted to prove them wrong. I wanted to prove everyone wrong. And I did. So t...

Friendship means a beautiful bounding between two or more people. In every relation everything is not available but in friendship you get everything I.e trust, understanding, love, honesty, loyality, responsibility, company, knowledge etc if friendship is a true friendship. As per Khalil Gibran says "Friendship is always a sweet responsibility, never an opportunity." Friendship is a relation of give and take. Everybody wants good friendship but nobody is ready to give good friendship. That is why now a days friendship has become only selfish motto either it is a selfless motto. Having a good friend is fortunate but being a good friend is more fortunate and more happiness. You all might have heard about a story of a beautiful friendship. Lord Krishna and Sudama. Lord Krishna was a king and Sudama was a very poor man but their friendship shows their love and affection for each other. No one is rich and no one is poor. Only two friends with one soul. For a long lasting f...

It's safe to say I don't know who or what God is. However, I am certain there is something greater. Some claim to have talked to God or vise versa. Some say he commanded them to do his bidding. I doubt that a man who blocked their own conscience could possibly have listened to God. Maybe my reasoning is no better than billions of others, but consider this... Many say God is everywhere...then...could everywhere be God? Suppose this is so. I would have to guess then that God has a sort of super infinite awareness (not fathomable to any one of us). I could also surmise that each of us knows some small facet of God. And logically, if we have spoken to others then maybe we all have talked to God and vise versa. This might be a heady conclusion for the ego. Therein lies the problem. Some egos don't listen to their conscience. I define conscience as our subconscious connection to a higher awareness - that we are all connected. It knows that what we do to the least of others ...

Stay true to yourself. Don’t worry about what people think of you or about the way they try to make you feel. If people want to see you as a good person, they will. If they want to see you as a bad person, absolutely nothing you do will stop them. Ironically, the more you try to show them your good intentions, the more reason you give them to knock you down if they are committed to misunderstanding you. Keep your head up high and be confident in what you do. Be confident in your intentions and keep your eyes ahead instead of wasting your time on those who want to drag you back. Because you can’t change people’s views, you have to believe that true change for yourself comes from within you, not from anyone else.

Some of the difficult moments in life is giving someone a hug when you need it the most. Fighting back the tears in your eyes to wipe off someone else’s tears. Listening to somebody’s grief when you want your pain to be heard. Being the reason for someone’s smile when your own smile is lost. To bless someone else while you are going through your own storm. To be the strong one, you know?

I know it hurts, I know you just want to give up and tell yourself you tried your best, but is it really? You know you could go the extra mile, you know you could finish just another practice question, you know you could just endure the pain for another day, but you choose to give up? Are you kidding? You worked this hard to see all of your hard work down the drain just because you gave up? You aren't weak, you are stronger and you are better than that. All those months and years of training will pay off.

What if one day, the one you trust, the one you love, the one who you think will be the last person will do you wrong, will be the first.. What will you feel? Disappointment.. for trusting too much. Hatred.. for making a fool out of you. Heartaches.. for loving him/her still despite everything that he/she do. Acceptance and forgiveness.. for the sake of your so called relationship. What will you do? Would you try to understand? Try to make things right? Or simply let go.. How hard it will take, for you to understand? For you to heal? Days? Weeks? Months? Years? Days, full of doubt Weeks, full of pain Months, full of issues Years, full of insecurities Will doubt fade away when he/shes not with you? Will pain fade away when you learn to trust again? Will issues fade away when you ask stupid/lame questions? Will insecurities fade away, if you already knew your not the only one? If you choose to let go, will you be happy? Or it will just ...

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will, When the road you're trudging seems all uphill, When the funds are low and the debts are high, And you want to smile, but you have to sigh, When care is pressing you down a bit- Rest if you must, but don't you quit. Life is queer with its twists and turns, As every one of us sometimes learns, And many a person turns about When they might have won had they stuck it out. Don't give up though the pace seems slow- You may succeed with another blow. Often the struggler has given up When he might have captured the victor's cup; And he learned too late when the night came down, How close he was to the golden crown. Success is failure turned inside out- So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit, It's when things seem worst that  you must not quit .

You will continue to suffer if you have an emotional reaction to everything that is said to you. True power is sitting back and observing everything with logic; true power is restraint. If words control you that means everyone else can control you; breathe and allow things to pass.

"Getting hurt or feeling difficulty is not something caused by external reasons, it is sheer internal contemplation of the things we perceive in the daily life" The normal observation of our surroundings be it weather changes or words and actions of other people generate the response or reaction in us. Some people feel difficulty to go out in the rain, on the contrary some of us love the raining, we take joy in walking and dancing. Similarly the words and actions of others, if someone point out our errors or mistakes we get irritated, but the person whom we love make similar comments we take them seriously and go for deep introspection, later on the available possibilities we make corrections to our personalities. So it is the love and affinities or reluctance and rejection for certain things and persons, our emotions of joy and distress lied. It is our "Mind"and it's perceptions manifest all the negative and positive feelings. Another daily experience i...

Everybody has to face bad days in their life. Some face ailments, some face fears, some face poverty, some face helplessness etc etc. No one can escape from it. It is a rule of life. Two things always combines together like joy and sadness, laugh and cry, health and illness, profit and loss, morning and night, confidence and inferiority complex, victory and failure likewise good days and bad days. You know what is the biggest advantage of bad days? You come to know GOD. What is God? What he can do? He is so friendly, understanding, loving and moreover God is the Superman he can do anything in a second. Yes true he can do anything. He is the only light in darkness. God is so merciful he always forgives and never complaint whether you ignore him many times that is why according to me God is thr only best and faithful friend who never cheats. First of all in hard days you come to know your skills and your potential. All the superheros we watch in the television had bad past life the...

Learn to front-load your pain. That's it. If you procrastinate, you're putting off more than your work. You're putting off the pain. Right? But doesn't it always catch up to you? What you have to do is front-load all those yucky crappy feelings. Go ahead and feel it now so you don't have to feel it later. And guess what? If you put it off, it gets amplified. Right now you're dreading doing your homework or writing an article or w/e, but what if you don't do it? And worse, what if you put that stuff off consistently? That thing you feel crappy about? That thing you're dreading? That is exactly the thing you need to do in order to improve your life. It's a sign post. Instead of dreading it, go ahead and embrace it. Embrace the yucky feeling and all. If you can do this for three weeks consistently, you will change your life forever. If you embrace all that yucky stuff with gusto, your brain will take notice. Your brain is not static. i...

The huge problems you once had in life, the huge problems you will have. It really doesn't matter. You are gonna die anyway. You have a single life, The only life. The fact, that you were actually born into this world, is amazing! There are currently around 7.1 Billion people on this planet. But think about all the people that weren't born? Think about all the people that won't be born, if there was a huge asteroid collision which would wipe out the entire population. If you are reading this, Then think how many people didn't read this. And would never ever read this. My point here is, you are lucky to even live. So why do you worry about trivial problems in life? You like that Girl? Go talk to her. . . You wanna meet new people and you suffer from anxiety? DO IT ANYWAY. Stop thinking about the negative consequences that would happen (They most likely won't too). You will be satisfied that you at least did it. This applies to anything. Wanna quit your ...

You have stormy day and sunny day, anyway you smile at both. You have days of impoverishment and abundance, anyway you smile at both. You have days of disappointment and encouragement, anyway you smile at both. You have days of failures and success, anyway you smile at both. You have days of criticism and appreciation, anyway you smile at both. You have days of becoming yourself weak and strong, anyway you smile at both. The entire God's creation is having this bipolar phenomenon, let us understand the dual nature of each aspect of human life. We have to endure the difficulties and discomfort for a while to taste the enjoyment of splendours and comforts that followed immediately. Everything is interchangeable. So let us makeup our mind to accept the both equally, and let our emotions be balanced knowing this truth. Strike out everything with your smile, failure never touches you. "Smile" is one of the wonderful traits that humans exclusively endowed with...

Your remedy is within you, but you do not sense it. Your sickness is from you, but you do not perceive it. You presume you are a small entity, but within you is enfolded the entire Universe. You are indeed the Evident Book, by whose alphabet the Hidden becomes Manifest. Therefore you have no need to look beyond yourself. What you seek is within you, if only you reflect.

Above your dreams More than your qualification Farther than your reach What you didn't even pray for What you do not deserve More than your understanding Wonders yet to exist Uncountable marvelous testimonies Great victory over all Stress less success in all ramifications Divine upliftment Divine breakthrough And lastly God will make you a sign and wonder in this month. As I decree and so shall it be in Jesus name... Move close to God than ever It's well with you. HAPPY NEW MONTH.